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[01 Feb 2006|06:28pm]
So I put on these crazy dollar-store nails. But they're zebra-striped, which makes them cool.

Aren't they gweat?Collapse )

I also randomly decided to take a picture of my newest pride-n-joy item in my room: an MCR poster.

See?Collapse )
Gerard doesn't look so fabulous in this picture, unfortunatly. But Frank does!

I honestly think Gerard is an angel, after reading this one article in a magazine.

This is how he won my heart.Collapse )

Also, you guys are going to kill me, but I'm thinking of changing my screen name, again. For like, the fifth time. Yeah I know, this irritates you all. (Jess, it's your fault for having such a cool new screen name. lol.) But mine just doesn't appeal to me anymore. Does anyone have any ideas?
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[30 Jan 2006|11:34pm]

-A home exploded just a block away from us
-I started my period (and got cramps)
-My mom forgot my age ("Will you be 19 or 20 in August? 20, right?" WRONG!)
-I had surgery (and bled then, too)
-I had work right after
-And history class before
-But I had to skip philosophy
-My hearing temporarily ceased to exist
-I set off a fire alarm by accident

All of this in about 5 hours time

Yep, today was a pretty swell day...
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[25 Jan 2006|09:13pm]
My teacher has instructed us (for extra credit) to go one week without looking at a clock. Therefore, my updates may not be so abundant this week. I also had to unplug as many clocks in my entire house as humanly possible. And I also have to rely on parents to indicate to me as to when it is time to attend classes. (this, of course, is not supposed to happen. But my teacher didn't mention that specifically, and he is aware that, no matter what, I will be able to find a way to beat the system). Well anyways, I'm off to take a nap, since napping doesn't involve any clocks.
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Stuff. Because I said I would post it. [20 Jan 2006|10:34pm]
1. Name:
2. Date of birth:
3. Where you live:
4. What makes you happy:
5. Currently listening/the last thing you listened to:
6. Do you read my journal?:
7. If yes, what makes it especially good or bad?:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/do you have a crush at the moment?:
10. Favourite place to spend time:
11. Favourite lyric:
12. The best time of the year:

1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A band, a song, or album:

1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Look at my friends-list and tell what you like about one of our mutual friends:
4. Put this in your journal so that I can tell you what I like about you.

Edit:// My higest score on the Trogdor gameCollapse )
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[20 Jan 2006|09:46pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]


I got to see Brokeback Mountain.
Goddamnit. I haven't cried in two months. It broke my streak.
Every movie should be like that one. ):
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Norfolk [19 Jan 2006|07:55pm]
So we proceeded to head 3 long hours to Norfolk, Virginia in order to go see Old Dominion University. You guys wouldn't believe how cool it was. When Green Day + My Chemical Romance were touring together, the held a concert right in the university. Plus they had the Killers and a lot of other great mainstream bands play there at the Ted Constant Convocation Center. ARGH! I really wish I could've seen the MCR concert. I've been kicking myself all day!

So anyways, after the tour, I went to PETA headquarters. I was really nervous, because here I was just walking in like "uhm, I just wanted to visit...err..." But the people there were so friendly. They even brought their cute dogs with them to work. And I got to get all the posters and literature I wanted. They even gave me forms to fill out for activism and volunteering in case I do move there.

To be honest, Norfolk was a really friendly place, with pretty waters that are awesome for sailing on (which they do have a very successful sailing club in case I ever wanted to get into that). I'm starting to consider moving there, despite the fact that it's even more south than where I am right now.

Then I told off some dickhead on myspace.Collapse )

I hate living around hicks, needless to say. But I'm looking forward to...whatever university I decide to go to next semester. I think I've narrowed it down to some pretty good ones. All I can say is, I'm there wherever the concerts are.

Edit:// The OC is god. Seth Cohen better not do the weed! He's too cool/emo for that.
I want to marry half the cast. :D
(Not Ryan, though. His name is the same as my ex's, and he's kind of a dweeb.)
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[17 Jan 2006|03:37pm]
[ mood | sarcastic ]

Great news everyone! Today I went to the doctors, and they said that I could get plastic tubes permanently inserted into my ears for the rest of my life! Oh boy! :D:D:D:D

I also had a strange dream last night that I was related to carmen electra. Only she was far more cool, and went by some other name. Strange, I've never even seen a carmen electra movie or even followed her celebrity status. But she was like...from my aunt's husband's family. In my dream. And I basically talked to her the entire dream and she was very nice.

Oh, and everyone should add me on myspace. If you haven't already, that is. :D

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[16 Jan 2006|09:04pm]
This song (Soul Meets Body) has made my whole day easier and more peaceful. I haven't gotten angry even once today. I wish I could be this peaceful for most of the time...

Unfortunatly my parents are downstairs like *crycrywhinebitchmoancomplainYELLwhinemoancry* It's SO annoying, I wish they'd just go find a way to solve their problems, instead of complain about them all the time. I mean, she yelled at me yesterday to solve my problems and start moving on with my life, and I've been working at since. It turns out all I need is to go to a four-year college in a big city around the mid-atlantic area, and I'll be just fine. I think....anywho, at least I'm one step ahead. I'm thinking....Pittsburgh. I liked it there when I went to see the Dresden Dolls in concert. So why not?

anywho, I want everyone to comment on something random. ANYTHING random that they want to say. Just do it! It'll be fun.
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[13 Jan 2006|08:22pm]
For verily, I do not care to go to thy singles dance. Alas, I must bid thee farewell.

Yep, my try at being a medieval Elle.

Other than that, I've just been watching too much MCR stuff. It's a pretty unhealthy addiction, I tell you. Or at least, it could be worse, but I'm not even supposed to be obsessed with people who are #1 on MTV, if the rest of my bands are (at least partly) indie. Oh well...*sighs*

EDIT:// I went to the dance thing for like, 2 seconds, and turned back home. Why? Because it was more like a SENIORS dance. Fucking liars! They said it would be directed towards my age group, but almost everyone in there had a full head of grey hair. Elle doesn't hook up with pedophiles. Duh!

And she's one adorable bitch. You can't deny it!
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[08 Jan 2006|01:02pm]

- No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless.
- I promise to answer them 100% truthfully
- Repost this to see what others ask you

Go on, do it! You know you want to... :3

P.S. - Check out this monstrocity! ROARGASM!!1
It PWNZ yr yu-gi-oh cards! stupid bastards!

P.P.S. - Limewire is god. Period.
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[07 Jan 2006|04:12pm]
So I called Hollister today to ask if I got the job.
This lady said I did, but she didn't sound too sure of herself.
She just gave me the time of the orientation tomorrow.
So...wish me luck.
A job at the mall...♥ sweet goodness!
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Greener [04 Jan 2006|01:31am]
I'm starting to reflect. I've noticed I'm not as depressed anymore because I don't have any real life friends, even if I complain about that at times. Back when I had depression, I noticed social problems seemed to be my fuel for just about every personality defect I had. But now I feel like I have no purpose and nothing to look forward to, even if I don't care. I guess I'm finding myself saying it's worth it to be in role one, constantly questioning who I am and what's wrong with me and looking forward to being in these shoes I have now, the flats of apathy, than wearing these flats and feeling like life paths and destinies and non-circular timelines are just another crack in the sidewalk that I anxiously want to step over. I guess it's okay to wear these shoes every once in a while, just so I feel comfortable for a little while. but I'm really anxious to get back to where I was before. When I was 16, I wanted to be 18. Now that I'm 18, I want to be 16 again.

The grass is always greener on the other side.
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[02 Jan 2006|10:58pm]
So today I camwhored. Lol.

No wai11!`Collapse )

And now it's thundering hard. :'( Me no like the rain!!`11
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[01 Jan 2006|03:33pm]
Today I wasn't myself. I was overly critical of people, saying things to all these preppy chicks in the jean skirts and pantyhose cut off at the calf things like "It's supposed to be the 2000s, not the 80s!", and pointing out every person I saw that weighed at least 200 pounds.

I went to American Eagle (yeah, I just made fun of the preps and then I turn around and shop there. That's just how I am), and for the second time, I saw another Sleater-Kinney video while absent-mindedly checking out the sales. This time it was "Jumpers". The first time I saw them, it was "Entertain" and I thought, "Oh cool, a girl rock band, awesome. That blonde girl (Corin) looks pretty, and she plays guitar. I should check this band out when I get home!" Lo and behold, a few months later, I'm a big fan of theirs, growing bigger by the days. So when I saw "Jumpers" come on, I freaked! I was like "Look everyone! It's Sleater-Kinney! Don't they sound great?!" Naturally I got laughed at (because everyone else shopping there listens to that crappy rap music that talks about dancing loosely like you're eager to hook up with just about any stranger who checks you out), but I was more concerned with *must...sit...down...on...sofa...and...watch!* Yeah, I'm hella lame, I know. -_- But it's awesome that AE plays SK occasionally.

Edit:// I also found myspace playing Sleater-kinney videos, too. Click here to see a picture of it's featuring ad.Collapse ) It's slightly drawn on. :/
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[31 Dec 2005|07:55pm]
My New Year's resolutions (Yeah, you get the myspace link)

So anywho, I bought several fun things. Four rockrgrl magazine back issues (Kat, Kathleen, Le Tigre, and Sleater-Kinney), a Sleater-Kinney T-shirt, some new doll shoes (since my old ones were literally falling apart at the seams), and two shirts from Aeropostale, one saying "Girl Bands Rock Harder" and another saying "Gimmie A Beat" (both have drum sets on them *shrugs*). All I need now is to buy another blazer and a knitted purse (that's not courderoy, hemp, or quilt).

Yep, I like shopping. :)

P.S. What does this mean?Collapse )
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Fun with Xcore haikus [30 Dec 2005|05:11pm]
[ mood | amused ]

beats emo poetry, it's HAIKU FUN TIME!Collapse )

Yes, this did all come from my journal. And yes, I did have WAY too much fun with these. :3

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Cold and indifferent, no emotion, no commitment [25 Dec 2005|11:45pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

May I just say..... typing on a tv screen isn't the easiest task in the world. So I'll be lagging a day or two behind in lj-stuff for this week. I'll catch up. In the meantime.....*tear* I miss you, msn messenger!!!
And Belleville is two hours away. *saddened* No MCR for me. :(
Now GO GET FAT! I have to eat chinese delivery now. Happy holidays, though I think I said that already...

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[24 Dec 2005|01:07pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

Merry fucking non-denominational holiday season to you all.

So I opened my presents a day early, because we're leaving tomorrow to go see family. And guess what? My parents are fighting again, and so I had to open my gifts all alone, too upset to even smile. I mean, they could get over it, but nooooo. I even had to open THEIR presents from each other. That's how stupid they're being. I was just starting to get into the spirit of things, too...

In other news, the hotel we're going to let's me have high-speed internet, so I'll be on tonight and tomorrow after all. And that nasty octopus taste in my mouth? Turns out it came from the fish oil pills I've been taking for my skin. I should've known...

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Radical or ProParental? [23 Dec 2005|04:23pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

My parents decided to celebrate Christmas tomorrow, instead of Sunday, because we're having to travel over to Ocean City that day. So for our little tradition (of me opening my most important gift from mom the day before we celebrate zmas), mom had me open what turned out to be Bare Minerals. Now my face looks all even and glamourous, lol. Almost like an 18-year-old version of Ricky Lime or someone...

Tonight I'm going to some gift-swapping party. Good thing I have this gift certificate to a shop that I don't go to just lying around the house, so I can use that. ANNNND, I ordered the Julie Ruin CD this morning, since I got kinda sick of free downloads from Myspace. It was only $8.50 after s&h costs. Not bad...

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Sick Girl [20 Dec 2005|06:13pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

So yr little Elle is doing much better. I caught a stomach virus. Disgusting! And today I went to the doctors. Even scarier! I was referred to an ENT specialist next month.

So anywho, I felt like doing a list of a bunch of stuff. Just cuz.

my listsCollapse )

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